25 July 2013

Let Faith arise.

"Let Faith arise.. i lift my hands to believe again.."

Randomly lagu yang gwe puter malam ini lagu ini, I lift my hands-nya Chris Tomlin. And yes, let Faith arise.. :") These days gwe mengalami yang namanya seems all open are closed.. Bukan masalah percintaan, (tapi yaaa mungkin itu juga), tapi kali ini, masalah pekerjaan. I've tried so many company, i've applied so many job application, dan yang gwe pengen, gak ada feedback, gak ada panggilan apapun.

Depressed? Yes. Stressed? Lumayan. Khawatir? Who doesn't? Beberapa temen sebulan after lulus sidang udah dapet pekerjaan, and me? I actually enjoy my time nganggur gini, but not with my parents. And all the pressures they give cukup bikin stress dan intimidated. Tapi gimana? All i see are closed doors.

"I lift my hands to believe again
You are my refuge, You are my strength
As I pour out my heart
These things, I remember
You are faithful, God, forever"

But then i know i have a faithful God. Yes sekarang memang i don't see any path, i don't see any open doors, i don't know what to do, i don't understand His plan for me nowadays, i don't know what His will. But one thing i know for sure... Even when i don't understand His plan for me, i know He is with me. And 'til the doors are opened, i'm gonna still praise Him in the hallway.


Be still oh my soul, oh your soul. Just in the right time of His timing, He'll open the door, He'll show the way. Let Faith arise, for He is Faithful. 
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